i will never give up the art of crushing sometimes i wish i could ascend out my body and kiss myself that’s when i realized what i truly wanted. last person i had a crush on idek how to describe… but he was smart had a lot to say and of all the people he could say things to he wanted to tell it to me and i liked that very much. his intimacy and nourishment was a miracle? he also tend to stare at me intensely he made me feel very shy and beautiful until he didn’t.
«of all the people he could say things to he wanted to tell it to me and i liked that very much» - UGHHH this part. i relate! it’s a beautiful thing to be able to acknowledge a crush and the intimacy without having that feeling swallow you whole. we’re doing great 🤍
i remember when i had a crush on our top 1 in our batch. i became soo motivated that i became the top 2 of our batch just so i could sit beside him during our graduation 😭
“Deep down I know a crush is a monologue, not a conversation. Being both the narrator and the protagonist is boring” - such a good sentence ❤️❤️ The way you write is truly beautiful, an amazing read thank you!
Utterly perfect. Your description of what its like to have a crush, the horrors and beauties of it, were just so so good. I loved it, and I needed it-- because God do I need a new crush, this current one is not serving me anymore!
I'm developing a (very heathy) addiction to your reads, the way you manage to put every feeling and emotion into words is just sumptuous, makes me want to immerse into the whole thing <3
Feelings that I thought I was alone with, turns out are felt by many other wonderful women, because yes we just magnificent and feel a lot :)
I truly couldn’t love this more. You are so right on. On my deathbed, I can promise you I won’t be wishing I had less crushes. Says the 35-year old, married, mom of a 4.5 year old and psychotherapist 🙋🏼♀️
i will never give up the art of crushing sometimes i wish i could ascend out my body and kiss myself that’s when i realized what i truly wanted. last person i had a crush on idek how to describe… but he was smart had a lot to say and of all the people he could say things to he wanted to tell it to me and i liked that very much. his intimacy and nourishment was a miracle? he also tend to stare at me intensely he made me feel very shy and beautiful until he didn’t.
«of all the people he could say things to he wanted to tell it to me and i liked that very much» - UGHHH this part. i relate! it’s a beautiful thing to be able to acknowledge a crush and the intimacy without having that feeling swallow you whole. we’re doing great 🤍
i remember when i had a crush on our top 1 in our batch. i became soo motivated that i became the top 2 of our batch just so i could sit beside him during our graduation 😭
SO REAL
“Deep down I know a crush is a monologue, not a conversation. Being both the narrator and the protagonist is boring” - such a good sentence ❤️❤️ The way you write is truly beautiful, an amazing read thank you!
thank you Anastasia, this made my morning <3
Utterly perfect. Your description of what its like to have a crush, the horrors and beauties of it, were just so so good. I loved it, and I needed it-- because God do I need a new crush, this current one is not serving me anymore!
An absolute pleasure to read 🫂 >>> Odd answer: crush is my husband 🥰
that is SO sweet! happy for you 🥰
I'm developing a (very heathy) addiction to your reads, the way you manage to put every feeling and emotion into words is just sumptuous, makes me want to immerse into the whole thing <3
Feelings that I thought I was alone with, turns out are felt by many other wonderful women, because yes we just magnificent and feel a lot :)
this means so so much to me. thank you!!!
I truly couldn’t love this more. You are so right on. On my deathbed, I can promise you I won’t be wishing I had less crushes. Says the 35-year old, married, mom of a 4.5 year old and psychotherapist 🙋🏼♀️
your writing style reminds me of of carrie bradshaw!!! from a fellow deluluship enjoyer to another, i can safely say that this was a delight to read x
thank you so much beauty ❤️
this!! such a beautifully written piece, it’s almost as though you’ve looked into my mind. i love having a crush and will never “grow out” of it. <333
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this was a healing read. at just the right time too. thank you
this made my heart so so happy <3 thank you Vari! i'm glad!
God, you never miss. Its perfect.
Latest crush: blindingly-hot cliff jumper in Costa Rica.
"what ever happened to good old crushing and why did we ever grow out of it? Is admiration synonymous with naivete?"
I read this in Carrie's voice